Don't ask

Don't ask me where I come from,
The ghosts of the past still wandering through my dark.
Don't ask me what I left behind
On that playground of the broken hearts.
There are still these burning scars.
      It seems that those I tried to love
      I hurt the most,
      I tried to bring them luck,
      But it seems I always brought them down.
      Who wasted you that much?
Don't ask me what I'm looking for,
Maybe I've been searching for life,
Now I even lost the colours inside.
Don't ask me what I believe in,
The heroes are fleeting away,
The signs on the wall are getting pale,
      The saints I followed once,
      offer for sale their visions now,
      Now my mind's diffused
      And it seems I'm standing without beliefs
      I lost my dreams.
Don't ask me where I'm going
I lost sight of my aim
And every path seems to lead into pain.
Don't ask me who I am
I'm just the shadow of that man I used to be
      There's an emtiness and a storm rages inside,
      Something drives me further
      But it seems like a great escape,
      I lost my dreams.

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